Sometimes I
feel enraged. I would like come back to the past and change a lot of things,
but I can’t, no one can do it. The rage is produced by believing that an event
may have been in a way that wasn’t. Exists a desire behind of this, desire wasn’t
fulfilled. In this sense, it’s similar to the sadness. I don’t really know what
makes them different. I would like know it, really it’s important for me.
I feel
enraged, I really feel enraged. I don’t understand how you could be so stupid,
so ignorant. Although I know this isn’t entirely up to you, I can’t stop
feeling anger. I don’t know why. Maybe, I do have a lot for spitting. Today, I
imagined hitting you, it’s make me feel sad because I love you. Why did you do
that if you loved me? How could you not see it? How I can hate you if I love
you? How can I live with this? I have the very strong urge to vent my rage
against you but I couldn’t see you hurt.
Well Matias, your post is very intense. When I read it, I felt a lot of different things. Maybe I would like to start by telling you that what you wrote makes me empathize with you, because I have felt that way in more than one moment, and somehow it´s what I feel right now. Maybe we are not that close, but I would like to tell you that I´m more than willing to talk or help you in whatever you might need if you would like some kind of support.
ResponderBorrarI wish you the best and good luck