Sometimes I
feel enraged. I would like come back to the past and change a lot of things,
but I can’t, no one can do it. The rage is produced by believing that an event
may have been in a way that wasn’t. Exists a desire behind of this, desire wasn’t
fulfilled. In this sense, it’s similar to the sadness. I don’t really know what
makes them different. I would like know it, really it’s important for me.
I feel
enraged, I really feel enraged. I don’t understand how you could be so stupid,
so ignorant. Although I know this isn’t entirely up to you, I can’t stop
feeling anger. I don’t know why. Maybe, I do have a lot for spitting. Today, I
imagined hitting you, it’s make me feel sad because I love you. Why did you do
that if you loved me? How could you not see it? How I can hate you if I love
you? How can I live with this? I have the very strong urge to vent my rage
against you but I couldn’t see you hurt. All
of this is very contradictory

